I travelled to the East Midlands, to a town I had never previously visited. I was nervous as I had arranged to meet a lactating woman - my first time. I wondered if I was weird or odd. It was something I had often dreamed of; I felt excited but also unsure.
She arrived at my hotel and was kind, friendly and caring. I felt very, very nervous, almost fearful. After tea and a chat she took me in her arms and unbuttoned her blouse. My unease grew but after a few moments I tasted her sweet milk - almost honey flavoured. Suckling felt very natural and my fear quickly slipped away. Her milk flowed smoothly and naturally. The room was completely silent apart from our breathing and my suckling. I closed my eyes and felt her body inhaling and exhaling. I felt the warmth of her body and her fingertips rubbing my arm.
I lost track of time; even though we had only just met I felt a strong connection. It wasn't sexual arousal although it was very erotic. It felt very intimate but not sexual. I didn't feel like a baby, she didn't mother me but I felt her strong care.
It was deeply, deeply soothing. The outside world slipped away.
A beautiful experience; sincere; respectful, giving & receiving in equal measure; strong connection. Unique.
This is what I seek; ideally regular and longterm.
How do you imagine a situation like would that feel for you?
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